New Years Kiss
On my ribs, With your fist
What's all this, Winter Mist
When she speaks, With a lisp
What she says, Feels asif
It's the end, Of our tryst
Stomach bruise, what I miss
In the shape of her lips
Baby doll I’m filled with blood
I am born of fur and mud
So below as above, I’m
just a mindless beast my love
I need your smell I crave your touch
Never loved someone so much
But I’m not happy here
you aren’t giving me enough
I want you angry and unfair
You’ve been flooding me with tears
It’s so hard to be aware
That I can’t bring myself to care
Your porcelain skin, your beautiful hair
I always see you in my nightmares
When I let you go I fear
There’s nothing left to keep me here
My binds are gone my wrists are bare
I still can’t get up off this chair
I can’t pay life’s toll or fare
Waking alone, too much to bear